Minggu, 28 Maret 2021

Forget someone

Why so hard to forget someone you love? Even he Is not loving you? Why so hard to forgive yourself. Like, it's ok to be heart break but not need to remember him again, please move on and keep it up. You are beautiful, you deserve better than him. 

So i just listen the song from Yura - buka hati and i remember i love someone but he Is not love me. He Is the first sight i love when i was in senior high school. I keep my secret if Iam love him. But when we graduation i write on paper and I express my heart through the paper. I gave the sheet of paper to my friend to convey to him. I don't know whether he read it or not. But a confession from my friend he read it.

And I feel very relieved after expressing my feelings to him. But he didn't reply to that and probably just thought it was a joke. When meeting him there is a sense of awkwardness. I tried to be strong and not fragile in front of him. It's hard! I tried to forget about him but when he came the feeling came up again. 

I cried listening to Yura's song. Remembering how embarrassed he was and didn't want to open his heart to me. And what I know he's always changing partners all this time. Why does he never give me A chance to have a serious relationship with me. I have admired you for a long time. Love you as you are, love you even if you don't love me. Why don't you see that in me? 

O Allah, if he is not the best for me, I beg you to erase this feeling for him. Give the best man you think for me. Love you and love me too who always reminds me of you, O Allah.

Tangerang , March 28, 2021

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